I’ve been starting every time I heard the phone ringing since yesterday… My dad called me yesterday afternoon to tell me my grandfather is in the hospital and that he had to undergo a heavy surgery… so now, every time I hear the phone, I’m scared that someone will announce a terrible news.

I know, my grand-father is old, and it is the normal way of life to see your grandparents die, but he is the only of my grandparents still alive, he is the father of my Mum, who has been dead for seven years now… He is so important to me that I am really scared to see him go… I really fear that moment.

The news from my Dad were optimistic enough, but I cannot help being scared.